Madness

Absolute madness. I am completely disillusioned with life. what is the point of this sick existence? why must we feel pain? I am watching my dad--- that I love more than the earth, sun and stars go thru cancer treatments and it FUCKING sucks. I have already lost 2 grandfathers to cancer; I never met either of them mind you. I lost my aunt Nikoletta, my aunt Vasiliki, my godfather John, my uncle Costa, my grandmother Amalia, all of them to this evil motherfucker known as cancer. And there's no cure?! WTF !!! We have gone to the moon, the fucking moon. Yet, we can't find a cure for cancer.